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Goodness H Crackers [Feb. 26th, 2007|10:34 pm]
Where do I even start? In the last episode, your hero was just attempting to start the long process of becomming a pilot. Since then, he has managed to solo, survive a 6 week illness, pull off a major project at work, re-vamp a process at work, take a solo cross country flight and land a new job within the company.

Not bad for an opinionated libertarian who will abandon his plans for world domination when he grows up and winds up settling with a rough trick named Jim. Ok so maybe I wont give up my plans for world domination. ;-)

10 points to whoever can name that quote

But yes, the flying is going along splendedly. I got sick with some mystery illness back in october that pretty much crippled me for about 6 weeks total. I was in the middle of a huge audit at work selling off a piece of new software to the gooberment and I started getting ill. Well it was a 2 week event that I struggled through. End of the 2 weeks, I was feeling ok (looking back, no I wasnt) and I ended up collapsing into a 103 fever that lasted for another 2 weeks. In that time frame, I made it to work 1 day. Docs were affraid I had mono. This turned out to not be the case. Turned out, they had no idea what I had. Best as I can figure, some opportunisitic little bug nailed me in my weakend state--something that would normally bounce off a normal immune system . Since mine was on the ropes, it got a firm hold and wouldnt let go. for 4 weeks, I woke up soaked to the bone and had to change sheets and sleep clothes. Not a very plesant experience.

I was just getting back into the cockpit when the weather turned to absolute crap. I was able to fly maybe 3 times after my illness and the end of the year.

During this time, I pass my one year aniversery at work. Unfortunately, all the different possible jobs I had lined up evaporated in the time between summer and then. Unknown to me, my chief engineer was pulling some major strings behind the scenes to get me out of there.

Towards the end of the year, I embark on a revamp of my professional baby, the defficiency reporting process. This was the process I had no idea how to do and basically built from scratch in the year I was at work. Unfortunately, it didnt work and needed to be tailored to something that mimmiced reality. After 6 weeks, I get the thing done with the help of several awesome people whom I miss dearly.

Literally after I get it done near the first of the year, I am informed by my chief engineer that I will be leaving the C-5 Program for C-130J stress engineering--my dream job. I had 2 weeks to train my replacement and get out.

It was very difficult leaving my old group. I purposefully got to work late that thursday so I could pack up my office without anyone hearing me cry. I got hugs from alot of people, and those who didnt yield hugs, gave me firm handshakes and well wishes. Apparently, I made one hell of an impression on everyone I interacted with. My boss really spoke volumes tho. My time working for him was summed up in one action on his part. Half an hour before he left, he made the final rounds of bedchecks, made sure we all completed our time cards and that was it. When he left for the day, he didnt stop by, shake my hand and wish me luck in my new adventure. He turned off his light, locked his door and left--nothing else. His last words to me were "complete your STARS." Simply amazing

Really, the only person I truly hated was my boss. I would like to think that if he hadnt been a complete micromanaging, overbearing, insecure, racist sack of douche-like antichristic monkeyshit, my experience in Configuration Management would have been alot better and I might have had less of a burr up my ass to get the fuck out. Who knows.

I have been in the new job for, oh jeez, I will be starting my 3rd week as of this week. The people are simply fantastic. They are thrilled to have such new blood in an otherwise old group. My boss and co-workers are simply amazing people. They are excited, insightful and always willing to answer my most basic of questions. The only problem is, they are at the very end of a major project and are all working 7 day weeks to get it done. But, that will end at the end of next week. Once that happens, my work will take off, and my real training will begin.

Tomorrow I will joust the windmill of boredom yet again wish me luck!!
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And I take to the SK.....errr um Tarmac [Jul. 17th, 2006|11:47 pm]
[Current Location |Vinings]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |Orgy - Dreams In Digital]

This entry is going to start on the 14th.

I was extremely excited about the 14th. My frist flight lesson was finally set up. This was good as my flight instructor is going to be out of pocket till sometime mid-late next month. Fine, there are other instructors who can fill in while Truitt is gone. No biggie.

So my co-worker, terry, who happens to be one of the most fantastic people to ever grace the earth, was saving some boxes for me for my impending move. I drive up to her place and get said boxes. I look at the sky, popcorn, no biggie. I was on my way to the field and I could just tell the weather was deterriorating by the minute. I took a few physics of weather classes and got a good feel as to when the weather was turning nasty. I was cursing the sky the entire way.

I get up there with about 45 min to spare, so I sit outside, study my books and procedures. Instructor and an instrument student roll up. Basically find out the weather is crap at the training area and we are most likely not going to go up. Fine, I knew this.

We decide to atleast go out to the plane and do the preflight. As we are walking out we see another student and pilot scoot in. ask em how the training area is. They said they didnt know and that it was just lightning all over the place. We scrub the flight.

Get out to the plane and notice that we are surrounded by T-storms, big ones.

We get in the cockpit and he begins to show me around, I pretty much knew all there was about the instruments. However he showed me how all the raidos worked, that was pretty cool as I didnt know that one already.

The heavens open about 5 min into the familarization. It was a good old-fashioned frog choker. We had the cockpit doors open to let some air whip through as it is hotter than hell out there. Well, to save the aircraft from water, we seal ourselves in the cockpit. We finish up all the stuff we need to do inthe plane and decide to make a break for it (run back to the FBO) then the lightning starts hitting all around the field.
We decided that getting struck by lightning not a good thing. so we sit in the plane and ride it out. The wind was blowing so hard the airspeed indicator got up to about 35kts sustained. Mind you for part of the pre-flight, we lowered the flaps (increase lift at a given airspeed. Well, the plane was straining against the tiedowns and the control lock.

Yes, the plane was actually trying to lift off the ground

kinda interesting trying to talk about the aircraft over the driving rain.

As fast as blew up, it went...after about 45 min of intense storm.

We got out, did the walk around then headed back inside.

Even though I didnt fly, I learned alot on the ground and I had fun.

Next lesson, the 21st from 1600-1900 hrs.


The rest of the weekend went fairly well. I finally found out I dont have all the equipment I need to repair my car, so tomorrow I start the process of finding a shop close by to do the work.

Remember Gerogians, tomorrow is the primary for state elections, vote or you dont have any room to bitch!
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The Family Reunion That Wasnt [Jul. 4th, 2006|11:26 pm]
[Current Location |Vinings]
[mood | cheerful]
[music |Orgy - Dreams in Digital]

Well what can I say? I get up to Tn around 7:30 friday night, grandad takes me to dinner. We end up chatting about hybrid cars till the weeee hours of the morning. I get to bed and wake up to ask the question "when is everyone else coming?" "When is the big cookout?" Oh, they're not coming, no cookout this year, its just us.

SOOOOO I blocked out all my time this holiday for nothing. Why am I ALWAYS the last to know. I end up coming back on tuesday.

Tuesday was simply a blast. I get home around 1:45 in the afternoon. Get a bite to eat and get the cats back to the house. At that time Farmer (pilot and fellow tech student--kinda) calls me up and asks if I wanna go flying. Hmmm, lemmie think...FUCK YEAH!!!! He and I arrive at the airport within 5 min of each other and have the same reaction--where the FUCK did this thunderstorm come from? Well, the plane hasnt been moved in over 6 months, so we have some bigtime preflight stuff to do before we can even roll it out for the fuel truck.

By the time we are done, the storm moves off to the north east and it clears up a bit. Plenty good enough for flying. End up doing touch and gos for 2 hrs. For thoes who dont know what a touch n go is, you basically land but instead of rolling to a stop, you gun the engine once you are stable on the ground and take back off. Its a way to practice landings w/o coming to a full stop every time.

After that I meet a friend of mine and we go see "See no evil." God that movie sucked badly.

Today was laundry (major suckage) and the cookout (SQUEEEEE)

Had an absolute blast today.

Well, tomorrow, work...ick
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I fought the car.... [Jun. 30th, 2006|09:45 am]
[Current Location |Vinings]
[mood | energetic]
[music |Death Cab for Cutie - Where Soul Meets Body]

And I won. After several months of putting it off, I finally have my new brakes and rotors on my car. I was driving to work on wednesday and all of a sudden, it took 3x the stopping distance to stop my car. Not cool! Called Cayce up for his support, which he offered gladly, and I got prepped to do battle with the car.

Mind you, I am taking care of the cats while my folks are out of town. So I need to leave my apartment no later than 9 that night.

Well, I get back, eat my dinner and get things to the garage.

After action report: Enemy casualties -- 4 Brake rotors destroied, 4 sets of semi-race pads reduced to 5% effective strength.

Friendly casualties -- 1 1" scratch on my left arm 1 sizeable chunk out of the 2nd knuckle of my first finger left hand.

Total time: 1 hr 58 minutes.

Now my car stops on dimes and askes not only "you want change" but "you want fries with that?"

Yesterday at work was definitely taxing. 11.5 hrs in the office. Last week we flew the C-5M for the first time and it took an hour out of our time at work that we couldnt charge--no biggie. Wed of last week, I had a contact emergency. Lost an hour to that. No too bad. Well, this week the realtor called back and I had to duck out half an hour early on tuesday. 2.5 hrs to make up. On top of that, I had serious issues getting to work early to log the extra time. Even thursday.

I got in at 8:30 and left at 8. We're never gonna do that again!

Once again, I return to Kingsport TN for the annual Long family reunion. These things used to be fun, but since I came out to my mom 3 years ago, things have always been tense at these functions. I wonder how much of it is just me. Most of it, most likely.

I will be coming back early on the 4th. I really do not wanna be on the road on the 4th and I may try to take off on the 3rd. Mom may be pissed, but I want to look out for my safety. We'll see.

On a slightly ligher, definitely higher note, I start flying next wednesday. After 3 years of delays and false starts, I am good to go. I have one piece of gear left to get and that is my headset which will be another 300 big ones but I plan on getting a headset that will last forever and get the job done. Think AK-47 of headsets. Not pretty, but definitely funcional and servicable.

Taking a look at the big picture. I suppose I am fairly happy with where my life is. Cayce starts lockheed on the 17th and with that comes my new training. Work will suck less as a result. I get to chase one of my life's dreams. I am all moved out and later in July, we move into a house. Its a really fantastic place with a split-level entrance. Best of all, its one of my co-worker's houses and he happens to be a total badass. Drives a vette like he stole it.

The neighborhood is nice and its a little closer to work. There's only one thing missing. But that seems to be fairly constant in my life. Overall, lotsa good things are going on.

In the next 12 months, I will be getting my New Miata (christmas present to me) and I will be saving up for a house. Hopefully this time next year, Cayce and I will be getting ready to move into a fixer upper in a growing part of town and get the house in fantastic shape to sell and make a tidy profit on it. But that is a year in the future. If anything June taught me, life is definitely what is going on while you are busy making plans.

This time last year, if you had told me the events of the next 12 months, I woulda laughed at you. The same is most likely true for the next 12. Will definitely be interesting. The rule are gone, the gloves are off, I am on my own.
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Just call me Little Boy...... [Jun. 23rd, 2006|11:25 pm]
[mood | numb]

I have come to the very distinct conclusion that I am a drama bomb. I am bad news. Shit seems to just follow me around. Lemmie back up and start this from say this morning. Very very early this morning.

I went to bed around 10:30 last night. Call me an old man if you will, but I gotta get my sleep. Well, I couldnt sleep so I ended up finishing "The Men From the Boys." Absolutely fantastic book. I highly recomend it to just about anyone. Once I finish the book, I have to write the friend who gave it to me. This was about 12:30 am. Fine, I can still get 6 hrs of sleep.

I end up getting about 3 when I wake up around 3:30 and cant get back to sleep. I manage to drag my ass in to work by 8:30. Fortunately for me, the day went by especially quickly. I didnt eat lunch again today. I am sure its simply wrecking my health, but its doing wonders for my weight.

I needed to get up to woodstock to take care of the cats (folks are out of town celebrating their 25th). There was no way in hell I was going to fight my way through atlanta traffic at 4:30 on a friday. NO! I go have dinner with friends as always. And around 8:15 finally head up to Woodstock.

Finally make it up there, take care of the cats who are very happy to see me. Spend about half an hr up there.

Get back on the road to vinings and peter calls me back and wants me to stop by and pick up some brown sugar. I do so.

I get there and we end up playing GT4.

Long story short. He and I get into it over the prius again, piss his bf off major and i end up leaving after causing a metric assload of drama.
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I can smell the poppers from here... [Jun. 22nd, 2006|09:37 pm]
[Current Location |Vinings]
[mood | bitchy]

Ah yes, its that time of year again, PRIDE. A weekend that makes the local bars squeel with glee. A weekend that makes the merchants wet. A weekend that makes the CDC FUCKING CRY! Thats right sports fans, more instances of STDs, especially HIV, will be traced back to this weekend. For the love of God, if you are going to play, keep it wrapped.

As for me, since my pride plans DIED 3 weeks ago, I will be avoiding it like the plague. I have some orchestra stuff to do on saturday and sunday and meeting a few friends through the week. Once again, I will not be going to pride. Its really not cause I dont want to go. I do, but I want to be with friends who wont abandon me amongst all the scary queens. Alas, cause of the plans falling through (massive understatement) with such short notice, no other friends could invite me out. No worries, I am sure there is next year--but I say that every year.

This pride will come and go without the drama of the last 2 years. I have been out 3 years and 5 days pretty much to the hour. What a long way I have come. What a long way I have to go.
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Aww, this box isnt too heavy *lift* *testical shoots across the room* [Jun. 12th, 2006|04:46 pm]
[mood | chipper]
[music |Theme to "The Jeffersons"]

Well, 2 days later, and the move still isnt quite complete. However, I have plenty of my stuff around to make life just fine in my new place. Due to me taking last friday off, I am gonna be short 4 hours this week unless I make up the time.

It was so nice rolling out of here at 6:15 this morning and getting to my desk 15 min later. I was supposed to spend 2 hrs extra at work today, but i just couldnt work past 10 hrs today. Tomorrow I will get in an extra 2 and perhaps split that last hr up over thursday and friday, who knows. But the nice thing about my schedule is, this friday is an off friday w00t

Work is Blah as usual. I have a meeting in the morning with my boss's boss and the Chief engineer on the program. We are going to discuss me getting the fuck out of the group I am in and getting me into the group I should be with. Hopefully I will start getting new assignments in the very near future and start my transition into usefullness.

On a similar note, my boss stopped by my desk today and told me that my best friend should expect an offer letter in the mail either today or tomorrow. Since Cayce didnt bombard me with all sorts of phonecalls as soon as he got home, I assume he didnt get it, I dont know, the lazy fucker is still in bed ;-)

What is it with me. I really dont understand. I can not nap during the day unless I am strung out on like 3 hrs of sleep in the past 96. I have to truly be exhausted to take a nap during the day, or sick as all hell. Once I am up and my brain is in full swing, I cant get it wound back down.
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Movin up Movin out [Jun. 9th, 2006|01:55 pm]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |Hoobastank -- The Reason]

Well, after 7 months of gainful employment at Lockheed Martin Aeronautics, I am finnaly moving out of my childhood home. Been in this house since 1987 when we moved from Kingsport Tennessee. 1987 seems like such a long time ago. Dad's truck worked alot better, mom still had a POS, I was shorter and didnt have hair in wierd places.

No kids lived in the neighborhood when we moved here. Making friends was extremely difficult as everyone I went to school with had friends from Woodstock since pre-school. Mainly cause of the lack of kids in the neighboorhood and lack of good close friends in school, I consider the death of my childhood around 1987 sometime.

Dad lost his job in 1989 and worked several sub gigs as a teacher before finally settling in on Decatur City Schools. Being the son of 2 teachers was always a difficult thing to deal with. Definitely carried a stigma.

In the early 90s, Woodstock had something very interesting going on. Trailer trash meets new money. And in the middle, was a TINY middle class. Problem was the middle class kids were scattered through the school. Hence we all had a problem, too poor to be rich and too rich to be poor. None of us fit in at all and were treated without mercy.

The writing was on the wall in 1993 when I went to Decatur City Schools with my father. I started commuting at the age of 11. Been commuting ever since.

No longer. Monday morning, I will rise from my bed, groggy as all hell, roll out of bed, through the shower and arrive at work 30 min after I awake.

I will always have very fond memories of this house, but it is time to go on. Me being gay and in the closet with my family is just putting a tremendous strain on me when I am around my family. Now I will only have to see them about once a week.

As Cayce says, its time to grow up.

I dont know why this process sucks so much. Losta things on my mind. But I have done this before. Thoes who know me well know that I spent about a year of my life (3 semesters total) in Cincinnati. My last term up there, I had my own place and it was simply fantastic.

Hopefully this will be as well.
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Been busy as all hell [Mar. 29th, 2006|10:57 pm]
Needless to say, I have been very busy

work sucks as its not real engineering

Building a racecar, more on that later

Got my student Pilot's license today

w00t, night all

things i learned over this break.

1. Work is just a source of income right now
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Well shit, I cant win for losing. [Jan. 31st, 2006|08:55 pm]
[mood | sick]
[music |Evanescence - My Tourniquet]

So I get to work yesterday, not feelin great, couging up alot of crap, but I am doin ok. By the time work ends, I am on death's door again. I get home around 9:30 and I just fuckin crash out. I am dragged from my slumber by a 102 fever. Thats right sports fans, I is sick yet again. This is how I know I was never cut out to be a doctor.

If I havent mentioned it before, I will mention it now. Being a government contractor FUCKING SUCKS! The contract I was hired on for hasnt really taken off yet so they are giving me stopgap assignments to do. Here's the real kick in the balls. I am raked over the coals atleast 2x a week for charging too much to one contract, the one I wasnt hired to do. )&*)(*&(@^(*&@%*&%@*$#

My supervisor keeps telling me not to worry and just work what he gives me, but dammit, my boss is pissing me off with this constant nagging about my contract. I would love to work the contract I was hired for, I really would. It would allow me to do something a bit more important and it would FUCKING GET MY BOSS OFF MY BACK!!!

I do take solice in the fact that this job is only a stepping stone. I am going to be entering grad school in the fall and doing a half time thing with lockheed. Basicly, 20 hrs at work, 20 hrs at school. The job is that boring. In 10 years when Cayce, Erik, Peter and all the rest of my friends are building planes full time for our own company, I am going to look back at this and laugh.

I have decided to get a new car. The subaru's value is pretty much wrecked with the accident, so I need a new vehicle. Its currently a tossup between an STi and an E36 M3. Both are extremely hot cars. There is a dealer in my neighborhood that has the exact M that I want so I think I will go check it out this weekend.
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well holy hell, fates, leave me alone [Jan. 29th, 2006|08:50 pm]
[mood | anxious]
[music |21st Century Digital Boy -- Bad Religion]

what an insane 2 weeks this has been. I really really should write in this thing more.

I suppose the last time I wrote in here, I had just gotten back from Jersey.


Lets start with the bad news, I have 2 pieces. If you recall, I hung out with friends at a club the night I got back from Jersey. Unfortunately, one of the friends that was there, Josh, passed away that thursday (19th). His death has really hit all who know him very hard. I didnt get to hang out with him alot in the short time I knew him, but he defintiely had a very positive impact on my life. I still cry thinking about him, and I know I will for a long time. Where ever you are Josh, we all love you and will miss u terribly.

I found this info out on sunday the 22nd.

Well, that weekend, I was supposed to have this massively productive week with getting my car fixed. I got new tires, an oil change and an alignment. It was all wonderful, save for the fact that I got the wrong tires. I was supposed to have gotten 215/50 16R, insted, I got 215/40 16R. Bascily, my spedometer was reading about 10% fast and it wrecked my gas economy.

They had to order the correct tires, but they were only going to charge me the difference in the price on the 2 tires. YAY Discount tire!!! They coulda told me tough shit which woulda cost me 500 smackers, but they did good. They were supposed to have been in either on monday or tuesday. Unfortunately that dragged on to wednesday.

As a result, I slept on cayce's couch and got in to work at 5:30 every morning so I could leave work early to get the tires. Wednesday came and I was shot, emotionally, physically and mentally. I got the tires fixed and went home and crashed out.

I got up a tad late for work, but dutifully went. About 2 miles down from my house, I got rearended by a chevy avalanche. Trashed my bumper, that was about it. Me, on the other hand, I was quite damaged. Got to work and felt my back twinge with agony. My boss sent me home to go to the docs.

Well, since the lady's insurance is paying for my bills, thats all good. What sucks is I have to pay for everything up front until my treatment is complete. Mind you, my tires were a christmas present from my grandparents and my parents. I had to pay for them up front, but they are paying me back. Well, then this happens. I am up to 800 in medical bills and counting. I start physical therapy on wednesday. I got the car back on saturday.

I am gonna try to work something out with my health insurance to help me cover the bills.

on a completely different thread. My friends and I are starting to build an aircraft. check it out at www.cozyaircraft.com
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2 Illnesses, a wedding and pain [Jan. 11th, 2006|10:58 pm]
Lot of unhappy stuff happend over newyears, lets really not go into it. Long story short, I hurt. First week back, I go down in flames with the flu. I recover in time to go to Jason's (friend from college) wedding as a groomsman. That was actually alot of fun and that is where I will pick up this entry.

So thursday of last week, Cayce's sister Resnik is visiting. We decide since Jason and his now wife are very Puritan-esque, we were going to do something horrible for their wedding present. Res and I went to Starship and bout almost 200 bucks of stuff. Got them condoms, lube, a dildo, several books on positions, using sex toys etc, some instructional DVDs and some gummie cocks (dont ask, sugar is an aphordisiac for the girl Jason married).

We get up to jersey and it fucking BLOWS. I mean worst fucking place on earth. Shitty roads, awful drivers and THE SMELL. I thought I lived in suburbia hell, NO. I live in suburbia purgatory. Jersey is suburbia hell.

Meeting both families was great. We told them what we bought and they found it absolutely hysterical. We ended up putting all the stuff in their carryons whithout them knowing. I woulda loved to have seen the looks on their faces when they got to Disney and popped the luggage open to find a mess of condoms and an 8" rubber dick stairing back at them.

Decided that since Jersey was really affecting my health, we came back on saturday. Spent 21 hours up there total. I went out with some friends that night and had a pretty good time. The next 2 days were hell. I came down with a sinus bug. I guess I wasnt fully recovered from the flu. I am recovering quite nicely with the help of some antibiotics.

Tomorrow I start my flight training.

That is only a fraction of what has happend, but for the sake of brevity, I will leave it at that

Things I learned

1. Flu fucking sucks
2. Jersey Sucks More
3. Losing a logbook sucks
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Another Week has passed [Dec. 24th, 2005|03:16 pm]
[mood |accomplished]

Hopefully after the holidays, I will be able to post more in this thing.


The previous week at work was very fun, not only did I start getting reoccouring assignments at work, I also helped finish Erik's car.

Not alot really happend at work, but the after hours stuff in the garage was great.

Monday night we get the engine completely prepped to go in the car. At the end of the night, it was ready to rock. The tricky part was that damn fine spline transmission. The shaft on the end of the transmission that pluggs into the engine itself has these grooves that you have to align PERFECTLY, or else it wont mount up correctly.


The most humorous part was the positions we got ourselves into. First I was on the front of the engine hand cranking it with erik's face in cayce's ass trying to get the transmission on the engine. Then We all switched. Cayce went were I was, I went to the back of the transmission and Erik got on the front of the transmission. To get enough force on the transmission, you guessed it, my face was about an inch from Erik's ass. Not good times.

Finally, when Erik and I switched, we got the transmission mounted correctly. Yes, the only gay guy in the group had to do to the most difficult job and was the only one who did it correctly. But dammit, we got the transmission bolted on.

The next day Peter, Ana (yet another friend who went to school with us), Turbe (still another Tech friend) and Kia all helped get the engine actually under the car. Talk about a bitch of a job. I was under the car making sure the transmission mounted up correctly and didnt crush anything. It took us about 4 hrs to do that task.

The motor mounts just wouldnt go into the brackets correctly. To fix this, cayce got into the engine bay and lifted the engine by himself and dumped it onto the correct brackets. He still hurts from that.

Mind you, this task needed to be done by wednesday night.

With the engine in the car, we started hooking things up. Had to make several runs to autozone for parts. Not alot of extremely spectacular progress was made as we didnt have some parts that a guy needed to bring by. As a result, no car being done. Because of that, we decided to all go to bed early as we all were completely exhausted from work then working on the car.

Thursday, I took half a day off because we needed to get this done and there was noone in the office. Erik and I got lunch then tore into the car around 1:30. It was literally just hooking up odds n ends to get the car working. We make about 3 runs to autozone before cayce gets back.

Cayce shows up around 3:30-4ish. His sister, Resnik, and peter show up to help. We work and work and work, eat dinner, work, work work and work some more. About 4 am, everything is connected and we start the process of setting the timing.

First we have erik run the engine off the starter with no fuel to just pump some oil through the system. Then its go time. We connected the fuel pump and tried to start it for real. Well, when I put the distributor in the engine, I was a tooth off so it didnt start, but almost did. The next try, I got it 180° off which meant the sparkplug was trying to fire at the exhaust stroke. We got the engine reset, put set it that extra tooth back fired it up and it purred like a kitten.

the car rolled out under its own power at 4:55 am friday. It all works

Friday comes and Erik, Cayce and I get fitted for our Tuxedos. Jason, one of our close friends from school who now lives in seattle is getting married in 2 weeks. We found out last week we were going to be in the wedding as Groomsmen. Decided to have a party to celebrate the car being done. I went to hang out with a friend of mine, Kirk, for a few hrs before I headed to the party.

I got back to the party and just died. Too much work, not enough sleep, as I got 3 hrs friday morning before I went to lunch with Peter

I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday and a kickass newyear

Things I learned

1. Concrete is COLD
2. After 4 days of hands being coated, engine grease doesnt like to come off
3. When exhausted, I can sleep anywhere, including standing in the shower
4. My friends and I are destined to start our company
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Yet another boring week [Dec. 18th, 2005|11:51 pm]
[mood | calm]
[music |Bad Religion -- "21st Century Digital Boy"]

The week at work was complete garbage. Hardly anything to do. I did have a few projects that turned out quite well, but overall I had to simply beg for assignments to keep me from passing out from boredom at work. I suppose since it is a newly awarded contract and the end of the year, things will be rather slim until everything has been geared up for this contract.

This weekend on the otherhand was simply fab. Friday I had off, it being the off rotation of my 9/80 work week. I have worked my last 5 day week till the 3rd week in January. I went and had a wonderful lunch with Peter. Circle sushi yet again. Pricy, but very very good. Scooted down to newnan to visit Joe, Jesse, Michael and Cyndi this weekend. Had dinner with Joe and Jesse on friday. Unfortunately Michael seems to be a rather minor character in these visits. He is just a neat individual to be around, someone whom I believe I could learn alot from, dunno why tho...curious.

Saturday, Joe and I ate thai food with Cyndi. Wonderful to see her again. She has such fire and that grand spark of life that she fanned into a bonfire. Joe and I had to scoot around 4 from lunch to get up to little 5 to catch a play. We went to go see my favorite christmas play ever "The Santaland Diaries." Its put on by the horizon theater company (www.horizontheater.com) and it is an absolute gut buster. Go see it before it closes on the 1st.

After the play, we grabbed a bite at einstines in midtown. Food was great, too bad I had no room for it from the very late lunch earlier that day. Scooted back to joes and watched a wonderful movie called 'Being Julia' Quite entertaining.

Today I woke up around 9 am and said my goodbyes and scooted up to cayce's place. We worked on the 240 for a while and got it ready to bolt the engine and transmission in tomorrow. 24 hrs from now, all we will have to do is attach all the hoses and accessories. w00t

we will road test by wednesday.

Bedtime for me


things I learned

1. Cajun+Thai+Cajun+Thai+Cajun = death
2. Never, EVER start a new job anywhere near the holidays
3. Brown belt looks a helluva lot better with brown shoes over a black belt
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When anxious, a shower seems scary [Dec. 11th, 2005|07:16 pm]
[mood | anxious]
[music |Greenday -- American Idiot]

As always, I dont get to update this as often as I would like.

The rest of my week last week went fairly well, work actually picked up a bit and I have some tasks to keep me amused starting this week. The nice thing is the nature of my work really doesnt take my undivided attention so I can listen to some music or an audo book while at work.

Friday was rather interesting as it was the first one I had worked in months. Work went well. I hit the ground running and worked all day. Unfortunately for me, I had no money so I didnt eat lunch. After work let out at 3:30, I jetted to the bank and got my very first paycheck put in the bank. After that, I went and talked to my tax/financial advisor and got some things hammered out on my benifits for work.

Went over to cayce's and took him out to dinner. A thankyou for all the times he sprung for my dinner when he was bored and I was poor. Had a great time and had a great meal.

Nothing went as planned on saturday. We were supposed to get Erik's engine, no biggie, right? NOPE. We couldnt find a truck to rent. Every place we went, the person right in front of us got the last one. What should have taken us a little over 2 hrs, took more like 6.

We finally found a truck at a really sketchy place on the east-west connector and I left the guys to go get Peter. We get back and all go to lunch. One time a little piece of social engineering works. Peter is so like one of my school budddies, its scary. We all had an absolute blast.

Peter and I take off to go hang out with Henry. Get caught in traffic but finally make it. We all play smash for a couple of hours and then head out to The Eagle. Now the Eagle is a gay leather bar. I am about as far from the clientel that they serve as you can possibly get. Henry is going to dance cause he likes the music. I go to hang out with he and Peter.

Peter and I stay maybe 20 min and head back to cayce's. Oh well, no biggie.

We help cayce and erik finish up some work on the engine. Hang out for maybe another hour then I take peter back and I go home and crash out.

Wake up with heavy anxiety. Full deal, sick to my stomach, shakes, you name it, I was showing the symptoms. The shop called and basicly told me to get the mustang or they were going to sell it. I conned peter into helping me. Got the mustang back, which they didnt fix. Oh well, I will do it myself.

Spent the rest of the afternoon going round and round with friends trying to cheer me up. I am still pretty twitchy. Lets hope a goodnight's sleep will help.


Things I learned

1. Employee Benifits are complicated
2. Mustangs are hard to drive with an unlatched hood
3. Anxiety is awful
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Nuttin like a scare to light a fire under your ass [Dec. 6th, 2005|10:50 pm]
[mood | optimistic]
[music |Enya -- "Only Time"]

Today was yet another day of orientation training. While sitting through the endless corp propoganda films, it hit me. I have had a dream of starting my own aero firm with my friends from school. I've been toying with that idea since I was a freshman. It started out as, my friends and I will put in 10 or so years working for a company, then come together, and start it. Closer to graduation, the 10 years dwindled to 5. Now that time table is down to ASAP. I got so scared and repulesd by the idea of working for a huge multi-national company for my entire career.

I am so over being a corp whore. Hell, I was over that when I got canned by GE when I was a co-op. This job will be a stepping stone to something so much greater. I am just not the type of person who can work for someone else and be truly happy.

There comes a point when a company becomes too large for its own good. So topheavy and bogged with procedure and management, that it loses the agility that a smaller upstart has. I truly belive we are on the cusp of the true space age; a time when anyone can afford to make a run into space. True, Burt Rutan's partners are talking somehting on the order of 200 grand a trip, but thoes prices will not last. Space will be accessable by the masses.

With that idea becoming a reality, there is a huge new untapped market to get a foothold in. Building a cheap, reliable suborbital rocket is rather inexpensive and once the initial testing is done and you are into full blown production. The only thing that is keeping prices high is lack of competition and mass production. Factor in thoes two things and the price will get into the relm where you and I can afford a trip to the stars.

Seeing the world from such a distance that you can see an entire side of the earth, seeing how truly small we are in the grand scheme of things could have far reaching repurcussions.

I am going to embrace this new sence of self-determination and idealism and strive to make my dreams a reality and will this company into existance.

Things I learned

1. 22° weather after 66°weather is just plain mean
2. Window washer fluid will not break up frost
3. Ice is slick
4. I cannot work for a huge corp for very long
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Too Busy to even think about updating [Dec. 4th, 2005|09:20 pm]
[mood | chipper]
[music |Ben Folds --"Landed"]

Well, the tonsils finally decided to spread their joy to my sinuses. Got some seriously high powered antibiotics and kicked the living shit out of millions of bacteria. BWHAHAHAHAAHAH genocide on a micro level. We get up to Tn tuesday night, I stay in the hotel with my folks, totally sucks, but I was so beat I didnt care. That and the earplugs helped. Bright and early the next morning, we head off to Ohio and arrive there about 5 pm.

We have been doing this trip since 1987 atleast for me. I have never had a more beautiful drive up there. The snow was thick and amazing, stuck to everything but the roads. Looked like something from a robert frost poem.

We get up there and the food is simply amazing as always. Aunt Rita never dissappoints.

We head back to Tennessee on friday, arrive around 5. Folks went up to see some friends from atlanta who have a cabin in the mountains. Very beautiful area, but the visit was more for them, and not me. My Aunt Sandra and I went to the mall to catch Harry Potter. Ended up having to wander the mall for 2 hrs cause the show we wanted to see sold out. grrrrr. The movie was wonderful, made me cry at the end.

Saturday we saw more family friends, ones whom have been in my life since the beginning. We did a starwatch which was good, then we watched Tech lose and then watched the DVDs of their 2 sons weddings. I had to avoid so many embarrasing questions that weekend about getting a sig other. *grumble* it will be nice when I can just drop that bomb on the family so they will leave me alone.

Get back to atlanta sunday night and I start my job the next day.

Lets just say work has been nothing to write about really. It ultra boring and they really havent set me up doing stuff other than reading so far. The group is great. I am going to work well with them.

This weekend I went down to newnan to visit some friends, had a marvelous time.....and a very scary time. Experienced some things that are altering my entire spiritual structure. More on that later.

Lotsa details were left out, but not a whole lot of earth-shattering events happend.


Things I learned

1. Desiel Fuel is uber $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ in Ohio
2. Family can ask the most annoying questions when u are single
3. Industial Military Complex work sucks starting off
4. Funnel clouds are amazingly beautiful
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Ever See Andromeda Strain? [Nov. 21st, 2005|12:13 am]
[mood | sick]
[music |System of a Down -- "Hypnotize"]

Well, this weekend was shot to shit.

I went to hang out with cayce on friday, in prep for erik's new engine. I felt a little tingle in my throat that night, I knew then I was screwed. Well, I cant sleep friday night, wake up at 6:30 saturday morning to go help erik get that engine. I am sick as hell, and gettin worse.

Cayce and I bolt over to the U-Haul place to get a tow package for his exploder. We find out that they wont rent us a trailer cause of a roll-over risk. Cayce, being the smartass he is, said "well, I havent rolled mine." Still no go

We get the tow package anyway. We scoot out the door, and I notice that they have the light pickups for 20 bucks a day. I look at cayce and he sees the lightbulb over my head. We agree that it would be easer/cheaper/more legal to just rent one of their trucks and trailers.

Well, to move the front half of this car, we needed to go get 2 dolleys. Now, these engines come in what are called clips. the basicly, take a dead car that has been wrecked, but the engine is good, and they cut it just behind the transmission. The entire front 1/3rd of a car.

Well, we call the place to get the dolley. The only locatrion they have is up in norcross. Fine. We pile into the car and go get them, calling Erik on the way telling him we are gonna be about 25-30 min late.

Well, we get to Kia's place, erik's girlfriend. We have to wait 10 min on him and he is still necking with her on his way out. Damn kabo, we gave you an extra 30 min. So we head downtown from tech. We get there only 15 min late to meet the guy.

Mind you, we were supposed to see this motor run. That was the only way this deal was going to work. We get there, first words out of his mouth are, cant make the motor run today. He makes all these garantees about the quality of the motor and all this bullshit. Me being in the shitty sick mood, I looked at him and said..."I could take a dump in a box, slap a garantee on it, and all you would have is a garanteed piece of shit." Erik said, that about sums it up, thanks but no thanks, I wanna see it run, if u cant, have fun. We left 20 seconds later.

For our troubles, Kabo takes us to breakfast at WAHO. As always, the conversations are fun. We take him back to Kia's and Cayce and I go back to his place. My condition in worsening, but I thik I am ok. Well, we decide to put the tow package on. 15 min later, we are done. w00t.

As we are pulling the Explorer back into the parking lot, cayce and I just look at each other and simultaneously go "shooting." We go find a store that has the pistol he wants to try, and we head out to Lawrenceville. Get there, and they dont have any. They quit carrying them. So they do have one of the others Cayce wants to try. They tell us we gotta wait cause the range is full.

We See 15 guys leave, and we still wait, after 2 hrs, we decide to go home. I am feelin like shit. We pass peter and his roomie geoff on the way back. I hang out the window and make an ass of myself trying to wave at them. No dice. Get back to cayce's and decide I am dying. I head home to find I have a 101 fever. So much for hanging with Peter, Eric, Geoff and Shawn that night.

Sunday rolls around and I am worse. I woke up choking on my own nasial drip. Not pleasant. Today has just been a haze of drugs, pain and cold. nothing happend save me watching the entireity of Firefly. I still maintain it was one of the best shows ever. Fuck you Fox.

Enough ranting from me.

night

Things I learned

1. Sudafed makes me trip hard
2. Orgasims when you have a sore throat, BAD IDEA
3. Tonsils are evil
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Whole Lotta Nuttin [Nov. 18th, 2005|01:35 am]
[mood | calm]
[music |The Killers -- "All These Things I've Done"]

Not a whole lot has happend in the past 2 days. There have been some minor occourances but nothing earth shattering.

Yesterday, Erik informed me he found a motor for his car, YAGASIM. Finally, I can move forward on that project and get his car back on the line.

Peter was kind enough to have me over for dinner which was very nice, made tacos and cookies for Cayce and I. Both the cookies and the tacos were very good--were being the operative word.

Cayce spent the evening at a retirement party for his boss, so when peter kicked me out, I headed home and just made it a quiet evening at home. Chatted some friends up, got hit on by people who coulda babysat my parents, the usual.

Today got here very early. A friend of mine, Kieth, has some really shitty roomies. Well to fuck with Kieth, they decided it would be funny to cut his power around 3 am to make him late and miss class and his job. Fortunately he overheard it. Unfortunately for me, he requested that I call him at 6:30 am to wake him up. I agree. My alarm goes off, I want to throw it across the room. Instead I call him up and do the wakeup call. I barely remember it. I go back to sleep till around 11 as I am meeting Peter for lunch around noon-thirty.

Kudos to me, I actually make it right on time to meet peter at his office. Too bad peter wanted me to rush and get there sooner. Side note, I saw the most BEAUTIFUL sight driving to meet peter. A 1967 Ferrari 250 GT, red. DROOOOOOL

Anyway, peter and I hit up ru sans for the sushi buffett. We stuff ourselves silly. I really enjoy that place. Call up Johnnie with the hopes of hanging out, but alas, sir mouse was occupied. No worries. I get home and just hang out for a couple hrs. Play some battlefield 1942, something I enjoy, but never seem to do.

I get a call from mom to help out by unloading and reloading and running the diswasher, no biggie. I do so, Cayce calls, wants to grab food, cool. I Run out and check the mail in the few min before I leave. HOT DAMN, my preemployment package from lockheed has arrived!!

I tear into that, call mom, and make a hasty runthrough. I have a few pieces of paperwork to deal with before I start on the 28th. 7 am I have to be at work ready to rock and roll, which I will be, looking all dashing in my buisness casual getup driving a freshly detailed 2.5 RS. I am so looking forward to work.

Scooted out the door, headed down to Cayce's and have dinner with he and farmer. We planned the antics which will occour at our friend Jason's wedding in Jan. We are gonna behave, as we promised if invited, at the ceremony. God help him at the reception

Did some firearms research. Shot the shit. Watched some funny clips and headed home.

I think I am gonna hop in the shower, take some of the knots outta my back and scoot to bed


Things I learned today

1. Fall can come and go without it ever getting cold
2. After carrying a sidearm for almost a week, it feels funny without it on my hip
3. Dogs love the smell of gunpowder
4. Twisted Transistor is a song about a Transvestite
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this has been an insane week [Nov. 16th, 2005|01:00 am]
[mood | contemplative]
[music | Evanescence - My Tourniquet]

Well, I got my start date, I will be starting my job at lockheed on the 28th of this month, just a shade under 2 weeks off. That happend long about wednesday IIRC. I really need to keep up with this.

The week itself was rather uneventful

it was the weekend


Friday was simply amazing. A long time friend wanted me to come support him at the armory for a show, I went. Now, I have a phobia of bars. Hate bein in one alone. Totally sucks. One I get in I am ok, but getting there can be a bitch. Anyway I see the show, kicked serious ass. Afterward, we all hang out and I get home around 9 am saturday.

Saturday started WAAAY too early

I got home and flopped. I had to get up tho. I had dessert to make for a dinner party. I did so, but miscalculated on the time, so I was about half an hr late. There were some attractive guys there, but it really wasnt my scene. Sam really tried to ensure I had a good time, but it just didnt go well. The dessert was a hit, I was not. I sat and sipped my vodka on the rocks and got pretty trashed along with everyone esle.

Cayce flew in from DFW an hr early, so I had to go get him while tipsy. Got to the airport and tossed him the keys. We go grab some taco hell and I get home.

Well, I have serious panic attacks saturday night during sleep. not a good thing. Ended up callin my folks, breaking down in tears on the phone, that and barfing. Not good times.

well, sunday didnt get any better. Copied below is the story of what happend at 3:30 that afternoon


I am getting home from running some errands, I pull into my driveway, no bigge. Shut the car down and this dude popps up scaring the living crap out of me. I try to keep calm all the while going "ohshitohshitohshitohshitohshitohshit" in my head. The guy is about 6'1" no more than 170 lbs. Approaches in a non-threatning way. I am resisting every urge to rip the glovebox open and get my sidearm.

Dude beggs me to roll the window down. I tell him to keep his hands where I can see them and to hold his distance. He does so, stating he has no weapons or anything of the like. I ask him what was goin on. Tells me this story about being chased by some pagan bikers who wanna kill him. I immediately offer to call the cops. He is very adimate about me not doing that.

He then asks me to drive him to the nearest payphone, (no fucking way). I respectfully decline. I then offer my cell, hand it through the crack in the window telling him to do it slowly. He does so, takes it turns his back, and starts diling.

With his back turned, I make my move, I open the glovebox and withdraw my G21 loaded with Ball and semiwad staggered in the mag. I keep it outta sight tho pointed at him through the door. No luck on the cell.

A neighbor pulls up and he just dives into some of our pricker bushes. The guy is truly scared. I told him all I was prepared to do was call the cops. He begged me not to.

I tell him to back off and just sit down, he does.

I get outta my car and put my weapon in the holster and conceal it beneath my jacket, hand still on it. I tell him, ok, what if I call a cab. He agrees. I back up to the door, unlock it, scoot inside, lock it backing my way up the stairs while grabbing my AR. Calling 911 ony my cell at the same time.

I tell the operator whats goin on. She asks me if I am locked up, which I am. Asks me if I am armed, I tell her yes. She dispatches 3 cops to the house. I take up position where I can see the entrances to the house.

3 min go by, the 911 operator is still on the phone with me, her asking where the guy is. Tell her I dont see him, and then he comes into view in my driveway. I then see 2 cop cars come tearing ass down the road screeching to a stop. The guy dones run, he tries to walk away, but the cops get ahold of him.

The talk to him for like 30 min/ One more cop shows up in the meantime. The neighbors are enjoying the show. A cop shows up at my door, mind you I ma on the phone with my folks at the time, I hang up with them. The cop takes my statement which matches the one the guy gave the cop.

They escort the guy away in a cruiser and the cops take off. 15 min later another cop shows up to tell me just what the hell happend.

Aparently, the guy who suprised me was dropped off down the street to talk to a guy at his house. Aparently the guy who suprised me was banging the guy down the steet's wife. Was indeed a member of a biker gang. He was confronted, and took off, thats where I came in.

The cop told me he wont be buggin me again, told me I did the right thing. Thanked me for my help, noticed I had a spare mag in my hand. Asked to see it, Looked at the ammo and went "you're mean." he grined at me and drove off.


And people wonder why I pack heat

folks took me out for dinner celebrating my start date and to get me hosed to calm me down, kinda worked

thats pretty much all thats happend

peace out

Things I learned

1. Always have a sidearm
2. Keep cool
4. Get better ammo
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